Monthly Archives: December 2010

Sick but productive

Christmas preparations have not gone well for me this year. I travelled for work 4 times between the beginning of November and last week, most of the time for a week at a time. Plus I was sick - twice! I'm still coming out of the fog of the second cold and we are on a day-and-a-half long road trip to our hometown for Christmas. I know, it's a lot of excuses and whining. I'll blame it on the fact that I recently watched a Hallmark movie with Jeannine Garrofolo on tv in some hotel somewhere that has brought out the complainer/whiner/snark in me. I think she brings it out in everyone.

Bottom line, I hadn't been making the time to make things. Which is silly since I like making thing a whole lot. Lucky for me, this past weekend I had laryngitis and couldn't really talk to anyone, so I took a few sick days and squirrelled myself away in my crafty room and just started on something. I actually completed all my sister- and mother-in-law's presents. I can't show pictures yet for obvious reasons, but will after Christmas.

We're heading home to spend the holidays with my in-laws and will have a second Christmas with my family on New Year's Day back in Ottawa. Now that I'm on a roll again with making things, I decided to just pack everything up and bring it along with me. Why not? We're driving! We have a station wagon! So now, along with a medium-sized dog in a crate and gifts and luggage and packages from other people and coats and boots and sandwiches, I also have 2 large bags of linen, block printing supplies and a sewing machine! This way as the family is hanging out together in the living room I can both hang out with them AND be productive and finish the stuff I want to make for our second Christmas.

I was looking at a few pictures I was going to post of Christmas decorations I've made over the past couple of years and realized that I apparently have a tree obsession - I have wicker trees, gumball trees, grapevine trees, peppermint trees, linen trees, and ceramic trees. Oh yes, and of course a pine tree. Stay tuned for pictures of at least the candy, grapevine and linen trees. If you're really good boys and girls I may even create a tutorial for the stuffed linen trees.

It's a Gluten Free Christmas Miracle!

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I finally got around to getting a breadmaker this week, and I can honestly say, folks, my life is about to change. Seriously! I made bread! It was easy, it was not frustrating, it was SUCCESSFUL!

I ended up buying the Zojirushi Home Bakery Supreme at CA Paradis here in Ottawa. I did a bit of research, and although there are a few breadmakers out there that will deal with gluten-free (gf) flours, this one was the one recommended by most gf people, mainly because of the flexibility in creating your own cycles (you can set the times for mixing, kneading, rising, baking, etc). Zojirushi has some advice on their website, but I would just do a google search (or email me!) if you are looking for tips on figuring it out. I've only made one loaf so far but it was very easy, and worked out well, even after I thought I had screwed it up. You see, I read all the tips and recommendations for the manual settings when the loaf was already in the machine being made, ie AFTER it was too late for this loaf. I read the manual that came with the maker, and it said to put it through on a regular basic wheat bread setting. This setting has three separate risings. As any of you gluten-free bakers know, the flours we use don't like to be risen to much - they just don't have the capabilities of a wheat flour. Since yeast uses both sugar and gluten to get a rise out of itself, it's feeling a little deprived in a gluten-free environment. So it chows down just on the sugars instead. I wasn't sure the dough would last through all three risings and still leave anything higher than unleavened bread by the end, but the loaf still ended up being higher and fluffier than anything I had made by hand and in the regular oven!

Most of time in the past, I've never been able to eat my bread "raw", and therefore always toast it first. Mainly because the loaves are so moist and feel like they are still a bit undercooked to me. Weirdly enough, they are also really crumbly. Don't ask me how these two characteristics exist together, they just do. The loaves seemed undercooked even after being in the oven for twice the normal time - I was finding things would take forever to bake. I wondered if it was my oven, or the ingredients, or the combination of ingredients, I couldn't figure it out. One of the things I learned at the gluten-free Christmas baking workshop last week, run by the super lovely Alea of My Real Food Life, was that palm oil (which is in many dairy-free margarines) has a higher heating point than butter, and therefore makes things baked with it take longer than normal. Finally! Some answers!!

But this lovely and amazing loaf, I could eat without toasting and it tasted great! I bought a gluten/dairy free mix from Bob's Red Mill - the Whole Grain mix. I actually bought it at Produce Depot just because I was there anyway. They actually have a ton of gluten/dairy free and other allergen-free stuff now (at least the one on Carling at Maitland does). I do have all sorts of flours in my cupboards that I'll be using, but I just picked up the mix thinking it would be easy (it was). With gf baking, you often have to mix a lot of different flours in order to give a semblance of texture. Otherwise you basically end up with everything looking and tasting like a rice cracker. Which, I suppose, is fine if a rice cracker is what you are after, but come on people, a girl's gotta have options.

Even with this success, I still had a bit of transitional angst come out of this experience. I used to be a really good wheat bread baker - I made bread by hand, kneading it, shaping it, baking it. It was fabulous if I do say so myself. I loved the process of kneading the dough in my hands, the smell of the dough rising as it sat in a warm place, filling the house with yeasty-bakey goodness. Made me feel domestic and as though I was part of an ancient breadmaking ritual. But now, things are totally different. You can't really knead gf doughs - they are a bit more like cake batter than elastic dough. You can't whip up a loaf in no time, since you have mix up your rice and potato and arrowroot and buckwheat and garbanzo flours. And, when you are having baking failure after failure, you tend to start to hate baking. So now I'm using a breadmaker - I always laughed at people using breadmakers - that's not REAL baking, that's like using a microwave oven to cook a turkey! But, that breadmaker gave me an awesome loaf of bread! So, maybe I no longer feel part of some wheat-friendly ancient ritual. I'll have to come up with a new overarching paradigm to fit into. Maybe this one will have Demeter and Ceres working in tandem with "Zoji", the Japanese animé videogame boy who goes on an adventure and finds the key to feeding the hungry gluten-intolerant people of the world - it just happens to be in the shape of a breadmaker.